new xanga name...

omgg_its_barbie.

im deleting this site soon...so everyone get my new one.

xoxo

Hm... had to change my xanga. so leave me a comment if you want the new one...

ana<3

Hey girls.

i'll be with my mom for half the day today... im sure she'll make me eat. hopefully she doesnt say anything though. Last night she made the comment about how i've lost alot of weight... i told her i havent and that i dont look like i have either. she went off and said that i cant even walk without my jeans falling off me and everythings baggy on me now and she doesnt see how i dont notice a change. i wish i did notice the change... i really do.

When i was born i weighed 3lbs..why cant i be that light now? (3 lbs is not my desired weight... i just want to be small again. when i was younger i was always the smallest girl out of all my friends and now im the fattest.)

I leave for camp monday morning... im not sure if ill have time to update anytime before that. so you prolly wont hear from me until sometime next week. stay strong girls. and good luck ana<3

Today i'll do better...

i'm planning on packing and cleaning and stuff all day and babysitting...so that'll keep me busy and i wont be able to eat.

some of you girls are leaving me comments about my pills and how they could make me want to eat. and stuff like that... i hope thats not what those are. They better not be it...

i'll update more later. ana<3

I'm thinking about having subway sometime today...partly so my mom doesnt make a comment about me eating and cause it sounds really good. but i need you're girls help...should i get it or just stick to not eating today?